doesn't matter now

you're receeding
with every passing moment
I'm letting go half exchanged confirmations
coz this  is the best I can do
 on these emotions
 and unreliable histories
while I set apart
 the real from the assumed,
the default from the tailored
 doubts feeding off my sides
'I should have said..."
"I shouldn't have said..."
It's morning now,
 It's not so spiral now,
A day lives.