Finding God: Four Books and a Video

When I was five or eight and an adolescent; my favorite song was,

 Ngai wakwa nĩ mũnene

Ngai wakwa nĩ  mũnene

Ngai wakwa nĩ  mũnene

Nĩ  munene nĩ  mũnene muno.

My God is big x3

My God is very big

I would hum it all the time, especially when I was sent to the fields to guard the maize against baboons…..have you ever had a good look at a baboon?

 I would climb up the tree and sing it over and over and hope God heard, the baboons heard, and people on the opposite ridge heard there was a child in the centre of a maize plantation, just incase…

 When the substitute Sunday school teacher asked us to draw God, I drew a girl with many stars on her head. There was a kid who didn’t draw anything, and the teacher said, he was right, no one can see God.

 How was I supposed to know it was a trick question? And Shaggy hadn’t yet wandered if God is a woman. I guess it had to do with me being surrounded by superwomen.

 The stars. If you live next to the Aberdare forest, looking up on a chilly night when the sky is starlit, feels like looking at God… I guess. But I think the kid who didn’t draw just forgot the homework.

Anyhow, I still think God is big, and reading these books has proved it right.

Is there a Creator who cares about you?

I decided to read this in 2013 and was surprised to find it talks about my favorite subjects; Space, Art and the uniqueness of Humans.

 It quotes famous professors who ponder over  hard questions like: “Why do people pursue art so passionately?” asked Professor Michael Leyton in Symmetry, Causality, Mind.

 Once I got started I couldn’t put it down. It was science and logic, facts and physics, stuff I usually need someone to explain to me… my mind was blown away. The language used is simplified.

Imitate their Faith.

 One time, someone I trusted turned around and did me an injustice. I could not understand the unfairness of the situation. I had to run to my big God and explain the situation to him. When I calmed down I remembered the story of Elijah running through a desert to find his God when he felt afraid.. so I read it and could handle anything. I like the story of Peter, Hannah and Abel too.
 

My Book of Bible stories.

 Hands up if you read this book in your childhood? Hands up if you have asked at a bookshop if they stock it? They don’t, and if they do they shouldn’t unless it’s free. Jehovah’s Witnesses give it to people at no charge.

If you didn’t read -My book of Bible Stories- in your childhood, you missed a big chunk of it. It used to be yellow. My neighbor had it and I loved to go there just so she could read it to me and let me look at the pictures.

Young People Ask Volume 1 and 2

So many times I find myself referring to these books again. These books remind me that God is very cool. He is not just about vocabularies and 610 laws. He comes down to my level to explain to me things like:

 The Wonders of Creation Reveal God’s Glory.

I wish this video was out when I was in high school wondering why chemistry was a compulsory subject. I might have spent time reading science books and less of Meja Mwangi. It talks about water, DNA, how the moon and gravity are related..ooohhh goose gumps. It makes me feel small, but not insignificant when I think that I am one of God’s wonderful creations.

And now I hum
 

Mbingu, za mbingu, hazimtoshi Yehova,

Hakuna awezaye kushindana naye…
The heaven’s themselves are too small for Jehovah to fit in them J

No one can overpower him.

women telling stories

Tell me your stories

 Let us curse, cry then laugh.

 I promise to listen

 I promise to nod and shake my head in all the right places

Let your stories not burn a hole in your heart,

 Or cause you sighs to tear your diaphragm.

Tell me your stories as we sit in the smoky kitchen

 as your  tears mingle with the coughs from the wet wood.

I’ll blow into the fire

 And let you blow your nose

 In your sweater cuff

 And hand you the tin cup of tea.

Tell me your stories while we still got time

 For family is only family as long as we can talk

Tell me you reasons for the decisions

 I’ll imagine I was there

And justly take sides with you.

I promise not to judge

 I promise to tell you I understand

 I promise not to look into your eyes.

 Tell me about your years on sojourn and self search

Tell me of struggles that only you could manage.

 I will tell you my stories too

 I will let you peek inside my heart

 I will curse and laugh in spite

 And let you see my late tears.

Let us talk until the moon comes out

 Let us talk like we are in a bubble

 Let us talk as if no one can hear us

 It will soon be morning, and our

Voices will be mixed with the weaver birds

The donkey and sounds of a village dawn

 Do not be silent

Pass me another splinter.

(When a person tells you a story,

they forget about their missing front tooth,

they forget that accent they’ve been trying to attain.

 When people tell you a story,

it gives you a reason to observe them,

 and see details in their face you don’t see in normal conversation.

 When I started talking, and contributing to conversation, I started to lose my ability to observe, study and listen keenly to people. But I am trying to get it back. Last week I sat as my grandmother and her friend told me stories, some I’ve heard before, some with a new remembered detail)

all pictures google availed ;0)

Writing Tips: How to write 5 Articles a day

My Friend saw a job alert that required her to write five articles a day and was quite flummoxed. Is that even possible Cecilia? I chuckled and told her I have written 10 articles a day and I know people who can do 15.

If you are just starting and wondering how that is possible. I will share my secret rituals.

    Take a bath

Writing would be so much easier If you could kidnap that dress for me

 It is easier to get up and go right to your computer, then have a shower in the afternoon. You are doing it wrong. If you are working dressed in your pajamas, you are not giving this writing the seriousness it deserves. Wear something cheerful..You will not be wasting time if you get up, have a shower, eat your breakfast, clean your desk and start to work. These little procedures are part of writing and incase a relative drops by, they won't think- unakaa tu kwa nyumba.

my 50% clean, cheerful desk

  Eat and Drink

breakfast in my house, mostly

When I have a lot to write, I bake a -whole grain pancake- This is a pancake mix with baking powder in it. I put in the entire mixture onto a heavy pan, cover it and let it rise until It starts to smell nice.  A pancake has protein, carbohydrates and fiber. Grate an apple or throw in some dried fruit for vitamins. This style also saves on time. All through the day I down several mugs of spiced tea and drink lots of water to keep hydrated. If you are hungry your brain will just give you reject articles. So eat and drink.

Notebooks and pens

It is easier to copy paste your research onto a word document and then refer from it for your online writing. But I find that writing down short notes of just what I need for the article gives me speed when I start to compose the article.

 Another problem with creating a word document for you research notes is, at the end of the day when your head is scrambled, you might end up attaching the research document as one of your articles. That will get you fired right away.

       Music

I have three playlists which I keep changing from time to time. As I am doing my research and don’t need to concentrate as much, I play soft rock (Alter Bridge, Train, The Killers, Nickleback). When I start to type out the online articles, I play House Music, or Techno. It makes me set fire to my key-board coz I feel like I’m in a spaceship.

When I take a break, I play instrumental music and Jazz. I don’t  play Bongo, One man guitar or Reggae when writing because I start to sing along but it is good for when I take a break.

Write other things

when lights go out, use your phone to search, write out your articles, run to a cyber, type and email before your deadline.

When doing online writing, it is very easy to lose your voice when you have been reading other people’s work the whole day. I find that, if I take a break and write something creative, something out of my own head and my blog gets done. It presses the refresh button and I can keep the pace in writing. Otherwise your last articles might start to sound like someone else’s. I remember one time a client telling me- You didn’t not write that article, I know your style-

Writers have different styles, so maintain yours, don’t try to copy another.

I a m sure you have your own rituals, you can share them. I will share some more tips later.

we laughed outdoors

When reason failed

when weakness of mind,caused weakness of heart

an obstinate heart pressured a lenient mind.

So we laughed outdoors

coz if we stopped

we’d never dam the flood of tears that

threatened to come down.

We laughed for as long as we laughed the tears were not as painful

as they would have been had we cried,

sobbed like a night mare,

bowled like a loss,

yowled like deep hurt,

heaved like the distress-

that burned inside.

Laughter in its volumes lined the walls

against the bile.

So we laughed and laughed

and laughed bitterly.

inspired by this line: "even at our swiftest speed,we could not break from the concrete, in the city where we reside."

 and a bunch of other stuff going through my mind when I am trying to damage control situations that sometime could get out of hand.

5 non-mainstream movies you need to check out

Hollywood is great, and they have all the gadgets. I hear Nollywood is entertaining too.

But I find that non- mainstream movies stick in my mind longer. Check out these five if you are looking for something different. I can hardly watch a movie twice, but these five,,, give me any day.

        1. Hero

This was not a movie of my choice but I had to review it in Digital Film Class. The director is the same guy that choreographed the 2008 China Olympics. Some of these scenes are computer generated but whoa. Check this..color color.

The mock battle on the water, and the other where all the petals are red, or yellow. Cinema is about being carried into another world, and this movie does that for me.

In this scene they pay an old man to play a haunting tune that mingles with the rain outside.

 2. Run Lola Run

I watched this movie at Goethe Cultural Centre Nairobi many many years ago but I still remember it. Great background music. I like stories like these. Simple story-line. The contrast was the girl's hair.

  3.  Parineeta

piyu bole

I have many Bollywood favorites but Parineeta remains top on the list because it really gives us a view of the Indian countryside. My favorite shot is when the children are singing:

Kasto Majja Hai Lelaima

Ramailo O Kalee Odhalee

I watch Bollywood for its poetry, costume and clever quotes. The above scene, when the two are singing that song they made up together as kids is another fav.

 4. Our Times

 
 Is a Taiwanese Movie that again, has a simple story-line, but with funny twists. You will laugh, and cry and then fall in love with the bad guy, coz he is really cute and not the bad guy in the end. 

it's true, sometimes your nemesis becomes your sidekick

    5.  Amélie
My ex gave me years ago and somehow I only understood it when I watched it the third time.

 He said I should  stop taking care of everybody's happiness and look after myself for once! Well.. that came out all wrong and I just kept walking in the other direction. but I liked the movie anyways.

 You really have to pay attention to this movie, it has good music like -Juno- If you are a nerd you will love it.  I have been meaning to clip out a tiny scene though, just like in Juno.

That's my list, feel free to add.